*Sigh...

I had every intention of bringing up my concerns with the bf yesterday. Yes, every intention of getting things out in the open, asking the questions that needed to be asked and then out of nowhere he decides to be this incredible, amazing person. The nerve...

Problem is, he's really good at the bf role for one day here and there. Now, if we could just get that passed on to at least 3-4 days a week!

I know he loves me. I know I love him. I just hate feeling like we are going backwards in our relationship instead of forwards. Wouldn't you think that after years and years of knowing each other and now having been "dating" for over a year we would be spending more time together instead of less?

I don't do the one day a week boyfriend thing very well. I always feel just left out, and used when he comes for a day, is sweet, attentive and flirtatious with me all to just leave the next day. Its so hard to give myself to him knowing that I probably won't even hear from him again for at least a week.
I know, I know I need to just talk to him about it. I hate taking time away from our date night to deal with things like this but I don't feel like I have any choice anymore. I never really get to talk to him any other time.

I just want to enjoy him when he's here. I hate that it takes away from my well being during the week to not talk about it though....