My goodness! I didn't realize how long it had been since I last posted. I have missed writing in the evenings and letting everything out. I finally feel like I am getting back to being myself (whomever that may be..)
The new meds are definitely in full swing and giving me my energy back. Only problem is that they don't help with the pain nearly as much so I am back on anti-inflammatory meds every 12 hours. Not the best for my liver and kidneys I know but it's the only thing that helps.
The bf and I have been having some pretty serious discussions lately about our future and what we both want for ourselves and our relationship. He has been staying with me for about two weeks now and last night we both said to each other, "I think we just might be able to do this." It's so wonderful to have a true partner that cares deeply and wants to be life partner. As we were dancing in the hallway last night he said to me, "You know. Our kids are going to think we are nuts, but they will look back and know that their parents loved each other so much."
I have seen very few relationships that are of this degree. Some seem to just settle for each other and spend their lives complaining about the other and contemplating divorce. I don't want a life like that and I don't want to raise a family in such a toxic environment. I want my children to absolutely know that their parents absolutely loved each other.
I am truly blessed :)
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